Fragile Grasp on Reality

Yesterday and today were very low-key days. I'd been to Walmart one evening last week, so I didn't have the chore to deal with. And I did the laundry Friday evening, so that eliminated that job.

I've given up doing anything like random shopping in order to save money.

My overall financial situation appears to be slightly better. At least during December, I didn't go into overdraft on my personal checking account. But I've had to use the joint account with my mother for several items. Car insurance was due in December. Then I went to the doctor before Christmas with a urinary tract infection. Then the next week I lost a filling in a tooth and went to the dentist. And last week I took one of the kitties to the emergency vet.

And that's not counting the trip to the clinic last weekend. But there was no charge for the visit.

There are so many problems that swirl around me that I frequently feel frozen. All of which add to the depression. Even when I'm not feeling literally overwhelmed, I know there's something lurking in the background.

STOP!

Entries like this do nothing for my fragile grasp on reality.

PAX!