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contours provocations
journal - 2003-1216 - 1700 Bug; Dark and Dreary; Ecclesiastical Review I spent the day at home with a minor gastrointestinal bug. Not a major situation; just enough to make me feel really depleted. I had some pills left over from a previous bout, so I took a couple and slept a lot. Different maladies induce different types of sensations and dreams. In this type, you're not really sick; but anything that requires thought seems slightly beyond your grasp. And your brain keeps making connections with minor emotional events. You remember dreaming but all that remains is a lingering sense of depression. I was going to change this and say that the sensations and dreams were caused by the medication. But I know that I've been aware of their presence before realizing there was a problem. The world outside my window is dark and dreary. Akin to the moors around Baskerville Hall. Or one of the lands crossed by the Fellowship. Sounds are few. Now and then, a car passes by, and there's the churn of the motor and the clap of the tires. I can hear the growl of a jet cutting across the sky. Maybe the rush of wind. But there's no human or animal noises. Yesterday, I was searching for the web address of the local Episcopal Cathedral and came across a web site for The Mystery Worshipper. It's the ecclesiastical version of a restaurant review. It's a fascinating site. The places vary from a tiny chapel to St. Paul's in London. PAX! journal | archives | home | e-mail |