LOVE IS BLIND God is love, the parson whined. Yes, and is he also blind?
ALL FOR LOVE God is love, the bishops tell. Yes, I know, But love is hell.
PARIS Helen whose face was fatal must have wept Many salt tears to keep her eyes so bright Many long nights alone: and every night Men died, she cried, and happy Paris kept Sweet Helen. I am that curst Paris.
LOST Be kind, Helen, I am so tired of thinking; There are so many difficult corridors of thought, With equal iron banisters leading back again: So many stone stairs, Helen, up which I sought To rediscover the windy sky, and stand, blinking, In the lost sunlight: as bright as pain, Helen. I would give almost anything now Even for pain. If one day down my iron avenues The tubes and cubes, leading, at last, me right, Should lose their remorseless patterns and diffuse Into a kinder symmetry, and show me how After a white hand pointing Exit, shine the stars at night: Should I, appreciating the right gesture, fall dead? I should walk out quietly and stand still With the air in my hair and my feet in the wet dew, Eternally motionless, without want, or will, Not proud any more, Helen, of this poor head: And I daresay even that's not true.
LOOKING AT THE SKULL OF ST ANDREW ON THE ALTAR AT AMALFI This skull is the deserted egg of an extinct species, Bleached, blown, and long past being stale or rotten, A mineral remnant, one of the collector's pieces In which the Dodo of the mind was once begotten. I feel my own skull, through its warm and mobile coating Of quick, comfortable hair and the neck's firm flesh, Nestling in rosy enclosure, cushioned and cradled, floating In the fruit's womb, a nutty kernel, a fledgling fresh. How smoothly it articulates upon its nervous column, Nourished with scarlet sap in the rich autumn! How fruitfully it sniffs up balmy aromas through its five living issues, Warm and ripening in its cradle of juicy tissues! Strange but natural that my cosy kernel Its flesh fermented must later bleach alone, A fruit no longer, but self-sufficient: an eternal, Hard-shrivelled, clean-nibbled, pleasant, peachless stone.
TO MY SELF, FORTY YEARS AGO Little child Who was me once, My pity on you And reverence. Terence, if I Could return My drear tideway To your bright burn, If we could meet Where I once strayed, The betrayer And the betrayed. If we could win back In Time's defiance, Would you be afeared of me, Ten-year-old Terence? No, you would not fear. You would love, trust, Cherish, admire This tedious dust. For oh! we were all brimming once With the sun-sparkled dew. One heart could have loved this hulk The ignorant heart of you.
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